yes. The first, a security guard when I used to work overnights. He was friendly, but just thought because there were only a small group of people who worked that shift and we came to know each other. Had no idea he had any inclination. Got off work one morning around 8am, he was in the subway ( lived in Harlem then), he was very talkative, but still thought nothing of it -as I was in the overnight after work zone. We both got off at 145th St....he asked if I wanted to come over for a beer (at 8am), I agreed. He lived one block from me - we got to his place, he went to bedroom, changed into sweats. I kid you not when he came out of the bedroom, I could see the imprint of his penis - it hung past mid-thigh. We had some beers, smoked some pot. He kept touching himself, but because I was uncertain, thought it was just him doing it unconsciously. Wellll, he became vey suggestive, without warning he just pulled down the sweats - and this pendulous penis came out. We started making out, I went down on him, he was kind but verbal, aggressive - said shit to me I'd never heard before. He came in my mouth. That started a two-year three times a week week arrangement. We didnt fuck for first moth or so, but he subtly started suggesting we try more. I still remember the first time he entered me, he said "just relax the pussy baby" - that was it. dickmatized. He would sometimes cover my mouth, say 'shhh, the neighbors will hear' - it was such an incredible, life altering fuck experience. I know that sounds ridiculous, but it was. What he used t whisper in my ear when fucking me, I will never forget. He moved home to St. Louis.
Second, a black thuggish daddy I met at a bathhouse in Queens. We met, he fucked me, as he was leaving room he asked if I wanted a ride home. He lived in Brooklyn, I lived in mid-town.. He drove me home, fucked me again. He had very dark skin, a kind of round, not heavy, but solid tummy, a beautiful huge firm ass, about 9, very , very thick and, honestly, the hugest balls I have ever seen. He was married, had two kids, was from the Islands so very undercover (apart from being at a bathhouse). We met every week, usually at my apartment. He had this deep, sexy voice, made m do things I didn't think I would ever do....would say things like "sometimes you need to make me know you want this" - I can't explain it, he knew what to say to evoke my inner slut . As he was fucking me he'd say "this ass is mine, I fuck you every day if I want' He also bought me womens panties to wear sometimes. I know it sounds crazy and off, it was a hidden life/part of me I didn't know was there. That lasted 3 years until I moved for work. We do email sometimes.
